WHAT the fuck is happening in 3K lately?? EMONESS BOREDOM...EMO SHIT....IM SICK AND FUCKING TIRED EVERYDAY ITS EITHER ME OR FJ OR KIETSEN'S RELATIONSHIP WITH GIRLS ENCOUNTERING PROBLEM...first it was me and wy but its already settled and we're even...AND now comes debra kietsen and fu jun...WILL THIS PSYCOLOGICAL WARFARE EVER END?! ABOUT LOVING THIS LOVING THAT THEN DITCH THEN LIKE AGAIN THEN THE ENTIRE THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN...WTF! when each time i wanna chat with FJ or kietsen...the girls will be like...come here for a moment...then they start to ruin it...everything is FALLING APART including my friendship with they all...ITS BEEN WEEKS SINCE THEY all try to settle this in BIG GROUP of girls and no progress have been working lately and instead oil poured into the fire...haiz! so fed up with all this...feel like abandoning my own class and go to 3M

FACE IT this is the time to play games and enjoy your life and study for PMR NOT TO LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE ...im writing this to Kietsen...im tired of this shit everyday seeing you sleeping and emo-ing IM FED UP with this FIRST ITS ME THEN ITS THEM ...FUCK! im such a dumbass...its ALWAYS LIKE THOSE DRAMA MOVIES IN WAH LAI TOI...ALWAYS THIS LOVE LETTER AND ALL THOSE SHOWS...ITS STARTING TO COME TO LIFE .....im so irratated...HAIZ i seriously DONT GIVE A SHIT about this anymore IM GONNA ENJOY PLAYING GAMES WITH MY LYCOSA !

as an advice...GET A GIRLFRIEND WHEN YOU'RE IN COLLEGE...GIRLS ARE MORE MATURE IN THAT TIME THAN NOW... FEELINGS CAN CHANGE BEFORE YOU EVEN KNOW IT...im not refering to kietsen's beloved one but EVERYBODY INCLUDING ME...so IF YOU WANNA GET A GF OR BF... ITS NOT FUCKING GONNA LAST LONG! you'll just end up bieng a playboy....thats it for today...my brain is fried thinking about all this...its just like our friendship has been shattered into pieces....

i wanna line those pieces up one day....i swear it...